let's do a free flow

All I can hear right now is my electric fan droning in the background. It's been awhile since I have been alone. Yes, I live alone but I rarely have quiet moments just like this. However, I realized I don't like too much silence either. I'm in no mood to read the newest book I bought nor watch my never-ending Grey's Anatomy loop. I just got back from an impromptu shopping spree. It's not really a spree. I don't do sprees. I don't have the money to do sprees. But it was quite a spree. For the first time ever, I bought myself a ridiculously expensive white button down silk blouse. How unique right? The justifications in my head are swirling just so I can live with this purchase. Tomorrow I'll meet my colleagues from Google. I'm excited and worried at the same time because it's been awhile since I've interacted with people from work. Unless you call my laptop, my coffee mug, and my crazy friends "colleagues." Damn, I'm jittery. It feels weird to meet people again. Actually it's weird to wake up at 7am and wrestle with Manila traffic again.

On another note, I did something for the first time last night. Yeah, no one-night stands here. Booohooo. I had a massage with a male masseuse. I can hear spakol screaming. No. It's not like that. There were no female therapists available. So me and my friend just conceded (not so happily) to be massaged by a male masseuse. It felt awkward at first. These guys were not gay. Although there's nothing much to look at, I still feel uncomfortable. I don't strip in front of strangers every chance I get, and I'm sure my father won't be thrilled  to hear this story. But I have to say they touch all the right places. The best thing for me was the lack of tickling sensation. I am very tickle-ish I'm the type of person who can easily get killed with tickles. I was relieved that male hands don't tickle as much as female hands. The pressure is harder, plus I'm more conscious of the touch. It helps when you imagine a hot guy while lying face down on the bed. "Yeah right there baby. I love it right theeerreee. Keep it coming. Hmmm... Oh yeah!" Definitely recommended.

This is pointless. I need to sleep.